Monthly Archives: November 2010

dead even

I did not want to disappear yesterday evening while politely listening to details of friends’ pregnancy. This has not happened since July. Only three months to go! On the other hand, fielded so many comments while holding other friend’s baby … Continue reading

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feeling like a princess

Today, even though my mother-in-law clung to this book at the store, intending to purchase it in hopes of reading it to her grandchildren, I did feel like I would rather fall through the floor. Small victories.

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In 10 days we will have been married 4 years, all the while hoping to become parents. I feel as though I’ve been relatively patient, with ups and downs of course, but the thing that drove me to stat writing … Continue reading

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